18,19,20 MEI 2010....

salam...hai pekaba suma??? hopefully sihat2 jew ek??? hurm..bnyk hal yg brlaku sejak bbrapa hari ni..mira x tulis kt sini sbb x larat and x dew mood...biar mira citr satu persatu hari ni...

SELASA, 18 MEI:

segala urusan berkaitan pmbaharuan kad atm berjalan lncar.. sume mira wat sndiri..mak tlg g hntr jew.. amek gmbr passpord baru, pas tue g jbtn kbajikn msyrkt wat kad oku baru... lame ag nk siap.. susah hidup mira tnpa kad tue...

RABU, 19 MEI:

xdew apew yg special ngt pd ari tue... cume, mira nk citr pd sblh mlmnyer.. esok tue, mira kne g Hospital Penang, adew appoinment ngn doktr pakar pembedahan saraf.. mira tulis kt status fb, need to sleep early, sok dew appoinment ngn doktr... mira IM kwn mira, yg dikenali sbg "A" jew la.. mira ckp kt A, mira nk out daa...sok pas subuh kne gerak g hos penang... 


A ckp, ooo..nk melawat sapew??? sapew yg sakit??? mira ckp, mira la yg sakit... A kate, mira sakit apew??? mira ckp, sakit kronik...A ckp, serius la mira... mira kate kt diew, mira serius la ni... pas2, mira citr ar kt diew sgalanya...enth nape mira sng citr kt diew... 


A ni shbt baik "dia"... A seorg pndgr yg baik.. A jgk sorg yg ambil berat... x hairanlah knape "dia" sygkn A.. syg sbg sorg shbt baik.. km sembang panjang ngt mlm tue... hsrat hati nk tido awal, x jd.. kul 2.30 pg bru la mira tido.. pkul 5 pg, kne bngun da.. bnyk sngt prkra yg km kongsikn mlm tue.. A citr, "dia" mmg pnas baran..x ley lmbt sket, mst "dia" nk melenting, especially klw A lmbt 1 minit bls msg "dia"... mmg mira da thu sifat "dia"mmg mcm tue... pas2, A citr, adew satu mase tu kn, "dia" merajuk ngn A... puas A pjuk "dia", bru ar "dia" nk ckp balik ngn A.. A ckp, time tue kelakar sngt... kngn yg x dpt dilupekan... mira tnye A, "dia" tue brjiwa snsitif kn??? A ckp, mmg pown... prnah satu saat mira tnye "dia", awak ni brjiwa sensitif ek??? tp, "dia" x mngaku... xpew la... fhm sngt... tkkn la lelaki nk mgaku yg diorg nih sensitif kan?? (^_^)

prtama kali dlm hidup mira, mira jmp lelaki yg btul2 sejiwa ngn mira.. yew, mira sorg yg sensitif.. tp, sensitif mira bkn ke arh mudah marah, tp, mudah trsentuh, mudah sedey, mudah mngis.. sgala puisi, tulisan2 pd status "dia", nota2 "dia"...mudah tuk mira fhmi.. mira suke smua hasil kreativitinya dlm brsastera... dan "dia" lah satu2 nya yg mnghargai sgala nota2 mira, yg bnyk org kata "jiwang"...tp, sbnrya, diorg x fhm...mlalui tulisan2 itulah, km, insan2 yg brjiwa snsitif, mluahkn perasaan.. mluahkn sgalanya...yg hnya penulisnya shj yg memahami mksud tersurat & tersirat.. mira boleh fhm apew yg sdg melanda dirinya.. bile saat "dia" sedey, bile saat "dia" gmbira, dan bile saat "dia" mrh.. bg mira, x susah nk hndel sume ni, sbb mira thu, apew yg mira mahukan, apew yg mira prlukan, itulah yg "dia" inginkan sbnrnya.. sbb km sejiwa... mira mahukan perhatian dr org lain, trutama dr org yg mira syg... manje, tu sdh smstinya.. merajuk tu satu prkara biase.. dgn cara tu la, mira leh thu org tu bg prhatian x pd mira... satu yg pasti, km akan brjuang habis-habisan tuk kbhgiaan kluarga...

mira x thu napew, bnyk dah trjadi prkara yg sama pd kngkwn mira, bile mira brkwn dgn ssorg, mula2 dia sng kwn ngn mira, pastu dia akn mule rase rimas dan mnjuhkn diri...tp, akhirnya, dia akn sedar sndiri, yg mira sorg shbt yg baik..yg dia tinggalkn dulu.. "u will miss me when i'm not around u".. bknlah mira nk megah2 kew apew, tp, tu lah hakikat sbnr yg trjadi... itulah yg trbaik kn?? Allah da tunjukkn kbnrn... mira sntiase memaafkan... mira x suke brdndam....

KHAMIS, 20 MEI:


slps solat subuh, trus mira, mak n adik bongsu mira gerak g penang... kul 7 pg, km smp kt sane.. adik mira yg bongsu pown adew appointment ngn doktr orthopedik, tp, mlgnyer, doktr x dew sbb ambil cuti kcemasan..so, x pew la.. kitorg g aras 2, bhgian pembedahan saraf.. lps no mira dipnggil, mira msuk n jmp doktr... doktr ckp: "kcederaan lama pada saraf tunjang x boleh disembuhkn lagi krana kerosakn pd saraf tunjang adalah brkekalan.. sy cuma boleh bg ubt thn sakit, tuk mgurgkn ksakitan yg dialami, tp, hrus diingt, x boleh diamlkn selalu, kcuali btul2 sakit..sbb ubt th sakit ni, adew side effectnya..." doktr sruh mira fisioterapi, exercise yg gunekn alat2 khas.. mira da prnh wat dulu, tp, lngsung x dew prubhn... km balik ke alor setar slps prjumpaan singkt dgn doktr tu.. dlm keta, mira thn prasaan sebak.. sbb x nk mak thu... mira wat biase jew...tp, dlm hati, hnya Allah shj yg thu... smp jew rmh, mira msuk bilik, trus smbamkn muke dkt katil... air mata mgalir..mira sedey sngt....mira da usaha tuk pulihkn, tp, Allah msih nk uji mira... mira trima suma ni dgn hati yg trbuka... saat itu, mira nk sngt "dia" on9 fb... brhrp "dia" bce status mira... mlm 2, mira on9 fb, mira thu ptg tu "dia" on9... enth knape stiap kali mira brhrp dia on9 fb, mst prmintaan mira dimakbulkn... sume ni wat mira brtmbh sedey... ape yg Allah nk tunjukkn sbnrya?? @ itu suma hnya satu kbtuln??? tp, tkkn bnyk sngt kbtulan yg trjadi??? hurmmmm....

Surgery is not always recommended for syringomyelia patients. For many patients, the main treatment is analgesia. A typical treatment of syringomyelia involving severe chronic pain would involve two or more medications. One medication for "classical" back pain such as a weak or strong opioid (e.g. tramadol and Oxycontin respectively) combined with a medication to combat any neuropathic pain symptoms such as shooting and stabbing pains (e.g. Neurontin or Lyrica). In addition, paracetamol (called acetaminophen in the United States) can be used to combat headaches. Such long term treatment of chronic pain should be monitored with blood tests to assess any adverse effects of the medication on the liver, with the dosages being then changed accordingly, depending on the outcome of such blood tests.

In the absence of symptoms, syringomyelia is usually not treated. In addition, a physician may recommend not treating the condition in patients of advanced age or in cases where there is no progression of symptoms. Whether treated or not, many patients will be told to avoid activities that involve straining.Since the natural history of syringomyelia is poorly understood, a conservative approach may be recommended. When surgery is not yet advised, patients should be carefully monitored by a neurologist or neurosurgeon. Periodic MRI's and physical evaluations should be scheduled at the recommendation of a qualified physician.

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